My First Mother's Day

I never knew what being a mom was all about
until I first looked into your eyes,
heard you cry,
& held you tight.

I never knew it could be so rough
with little sleep,
few showers,
& unbrushed teeth.

I never knew the skills it took
changing diapers,
deciphering cries,
keeping you happy.

I never knew how fun it was
singing songs,
reading books,
making you smile & giggle.

I never knew I could love so much
kissing your head,
cradled in my arms,
tears streaming down my face.